or something
music (or something)
This is a song about...nothing at all
This is a song about
nothing at all but a
song about nothing at all
This is a song about
nothing at all
This is a song about.
I'm a little tired ~ one sleepdep song of many
I'm a little tired
I'm making some mistakes
I poured my coffee in a pot-
ted plant, ... today.
And then I had to wonder why
something just felt wrong--
and I wondered for a moment if
I'd broken into song
But song was only in my head
I was staring dazedly ahead
and I simply had to hope
that the plant would learn to cope
with some caffeinated nutrients
in its veins... capillaries
and then I had to stumble over
capillaries, how do you spell
capillaries, imagining the word
and stumbling over how it's spelled
because a little may be an understatement
for the state my tired is in,
but it all seems sort of similar
to more or less
sleep. tired. I am.
I am a little tired.
short on sleep.
And this is I think (as best I can)
is where .. the end.
I Just Want to Win ~ the emo song
I just want to win... but that takes too much work
I just want to laugh... but that takes too much work
I just want to cry... but that takes too much work
I just want to die... but that takes too much work
That's all I am
That's all there is
and pain
ennui, tired of thinking
whatever words will come to me
That's all I am
That's all there is
That's all I've got to say
Hate hate hate hate hate! ~ peppy hatred
Hate hate hate hate--hate hate hate hate hate!
Hate hate hate; hate hate hate.
Hate hate hate hate--hate hate hate hate hate!
Hate hate hate hate hate... HATE!
Hate hate hate, hate hate hate
That is my constant mantra,
it gets me through the day.
I am filled with hatred
and hatred feels good--
my hatred knows no prejudice,
just like hatred should.
My hatred is my pal,
my hatred is my friend--
want to make me happy?
Let my hatred never end!
Hate hate hate, hate hate hate--
I am filled with hatred,
and hatred feels good.
Collected from the SoundClouds
Recorded elsewhere, gathered here; the originals live on SoundCloud.
Frog Song — featuring Fenris
Sleep My Prince, Take a Deep Breath, Close Your Eyes and Dream…
I’m having trouble with my brain
Elsewhere
The accounts themselves, for completeness:
- SoundCloud · kaolin-fire — Frog Song (featuring Fenris); Sleep, My Prince…
- SoundCloud · kaolin — About Nothing At All
- SoundCloud · quasirandom — I’m Having Trouble With My…
- TikTok · @kaolinfire — see below
On TikTok
Mostly poems, performed.
- Nothing to compete with Arts Terra… — 2022
- It’s not About You — The Moon Doesn’t Give an Orbiting Fuck — 2022
- Fingers Wet in my Wounds — 2021
- ORGANIZING. — 2021
- False Memory — 2021
- what’s in a name? — 2021
- Infinite precision in zee sub en plus one — 2021